♥Tuesday, July 6, 2010♥
im down andd im totally down . sad withh all this andd stuff .
crying for youu LOVE . fighting for my love . crying not because im hurt crying because i scared of losing youu . stress because youu think too much about me till youu got hurt till like this .
Ouhh Cinta if only youu know how paiin it is ,
i know youu felt the paiin too ` but if onlyh you know how much i need youu . how in love am i with youu .
i need youu ` i love youu ` every single of those moments whenn im with youu makes me cry .
just because of this ONE MUTHAFUCKERH GUY ` everything is ruin . our dreams . our words . andd our relationship . if it's really because of phobia of what has happen from the past too thenn i guess ` ..... (speechless)
LUTFI ` akuhh sungguh mencintaimuh .
im not terhegeh or what , but i cann feel it . deep inside youu still love me like how we use to .
maybe those feeling might be fading of bit by bit but i know youu got the same feelings like i do too right ?
cinta , if youu ever view my wall don't judge by those words je . ask me what i mean by those words . i never mean to hurt youu or never mean to flirt with other guys . but they are just my close friends or maybe my abang angkat . trust me . deep inside my heart there only one name andd that is youu ` youu teach me what is love . what is life . what is money which as days goes by . i need youu all my life . but i just hope so me andd youu still cann survive in this issue . from the start i already got the feeling that me andd youu might be just a friends one day .
but after few weeks i tend to step back away whenn i got to know that youu told your ex LOVEYA .
it's hurts me alot but i never told youu . but right after i gotta know that youu got the same feeling towards me too ` im shock ! why me ? im not pretty im neither hot all those chicks out there chasing after youu .
why me ? andd youu explain everything out to me . youu make me really inlove . but now if you really gotta go . thenn i might just accept the fact andd stop loving youu or perhaps stop accepting any other guys anymore except youu . i rather wait for youu , just to prove that i really do need youu .
OUHH well ` thats al i gotta say . those others i just have to keep to myself . whenn the time is right , i will tell you everything . EVERYTHING ` whatever i keep secrets from youu i might just let it out one day . but OUHH BOY ~ if onlyh youu were mine . ♥ Did i ever cross your mind, baby?
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