♥Tuesday, July 27, 2010♥
fuck eppie .
fuck those memories .
fuck ahboii .
fuck those stupid past .
fuck everyone !
FUCKFUCKFUCK !
nana is freaking down . eppie make me cry once again .
i maybe 50/50 still love him but it's freaking hard whenn he post at other people wall andd
happy chatting with her at her wall . FUCK LAA !
and now im so sick . idk if it's true or not luhhq but aisyah say it's LOVESICK -..-" what the HELL kann ?
yahh i know . eheeh `
fuck it luhhq . when i love him he make cry once again . he hurt me twice again . he make me suffer for thrice . i still can't get it why am i so inlove with that guy ? he got nothing but skateboard ?
okehh nana . there two choices for youu STAY OR LEAVE !!!!!!
i just dun't unds. what he really want what he really needs ?
please don't say that youu just wanna relieve your lust because thats not who youu are .
youu type of person don't love for that typical someone for a lust .
DAMN it im so SICKSICKSICK `
my cute blue dolphin towel since i was still in secondary school ; sec 2 or 3 till now .
heee ` it's been a while . my towel always there for me . my towel wipe my tears . heee ~
okehh nana merepek . buhbye ... wanna rest .
ehh andd yahh . pics.
fuck those memories .
fuck ahboii .
fuck those stupid past .
fuck everyone !
FUCKFUCKFUCK !
nana is freaking down . eppie make me cry once again .
i maybe 50/50 still love him but it's freaking hard whenn he post at other people wall andd
happy chatting with her at her wall . FUCK LAA !
and now im so sick . idk if it's true or not luhhq but aisyah say it's LOVESICK -..-" what the HELL kann ?
yahh i know . eheeh `
fuck it luhhq . when i love him he make cry once again . he hurt me twice again . he make me suffer for thrice . i still can't get it why am i so inlove with that guy ? he got nothing but skateboard ?
okehh nana . there two choices for youu STAY OR LEAVE !!!!!!
i just dun't unds. what he really want what he really needs ?
please don't say that youu just wanna relieve your lust because thats not who youu are .
youu type of person don't love for that typical someone for a lust .
DAMN it im so SICKSICKSICK `
my cute blue dolphin towel since i was still in secondary school ; sec 2 or 3 till now .
heee ` it's been a while . my towel always there for me . my towel wipe my tears . heee ~
okehh nana merepek . buhbye ... wanna rest .
ehh andd yahh . pics.
♥ Did i ever cross your mind, baby?
@ 16:29
@ 16:29
♥Tuesday, July 6, 2010♥
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA (fake laugh)
i dunnoh how to use tumblr but im learning how to use it by myself .
eheeeh ` baekq nana bodohh . kauu bodoh kauu bengap . ahahaa .
okehh today i got 3 posts . too muchh ehh ? ahaaah ` sbb akuhh bodohh .
ahaaah . EPPIE AKUH CINTA KAUU . today at school okehh laa ` boring as per normal .
laughh because haziq uhh make me laughh , andd
some others peeps like AISYAH ♥♥ WANI ♥ CARRIE ♥ ZUL ♥ MILMIL .
youu guys are one bunchh of awesome peeps . youu guys brighten up my moody day to smilesmile day ^_____^
andd andd i saw fahmi just now at school , okehh luhhq . he still got the looks . i wonders why he loves to say he's ugly laa what ever laa `
to fahmi `
HEY DUDE ~
wake up ! youu got a nice hair andd youu still got the looks okehh ^_____^ no worries .
Ouhh thats all for today . update soon orytes . now gonna update myh tumblr ;))
loves ` kiddyh shortshort
Chiiiiiiiaooooooows `♥ Did i ever cross your mind, baby?
@ 20:18
@ 20:18
♥♥
andd qyeahh `
EPPIE ANDD LUTFI ~ IS THE SAME GUY OKEHH !
eppie is lutfi . lutfi is eppie okehh ;)
♥ Did i ever cross your mind, baby?
@ 00:59
@ 00:59
♥♥
im down andd im totally down . sad withh all this andd stuff .
crying for youu LOVE . fighting for my love . crying not because im hurt crying because i scared of losing youu . stress because youu think too much about me till youu got hurt till like this .
Ouhh Cinta if only youu know how paiin it is ,
i know youu felt the paiin too ` but if onlyh you know how much i need youu . how in love am i with youu .
i need youu ` i love youu ` every single of those moments whenn im with youu makes me cry .
just because of this ONE MUTHAFUCKERH GUY ` everything is ruin . our dreams . our words . andd our relationship . if it's really because of phobia of what has happen from the past too thenn i guess ` ..... (speechless)
LUTFI ` akuhh sungguh mencintaimuh .
im not terhegeh or what , but i cann feel it . deep inside youu still love me like how we use to .
maybe those feeling might be fading of bit by bit but i know youu got the same feelings like i do too right ?
cinta , if youu ever view my wall don't judge by those words je . ask me what i mean by those words . i never mean to hurt youu or never mean to flirt with other guys . but they are just my close friends or maybe my abang angkat . trust me . deep inside my heart there only one name andd that is youu ` youu teach me what is love . what is life . what is money which as days goes by . i need youu all my life . but i just hope so me andd youu still cann survive in this issue . from the start i already got the feeling that me andd youu might be just a friends one day .
but after few weeks i tend to step back away whenn i got to know that youu told your ex LOVEYA .
it's hurts me alot but i never told youu . but right after i gotta know that youu got the same feeling towards me too ` im shock ! why me ? im not pretty im neither hot all those chicks out there chasing after youu .
why me ? andd youu explain everything out to me . youu make me really inlove . but now if you really gotta go . thenn i might just accept the fact andd stop loving youu or perhaps stop accepting any other guys anymore except youu . i rather wait for youu , just to prove that i really do need youu .
OUHH well ` thats al i gotta say . those others i just have to keep to myself . whenn the time is right , i will tell you everything . EVERYTHING ` whatever i keep secrets from youu i might just let it out one day . but OUHH BOY ~ if onlyh youu were mine . ♥ Did i ever cross your mind, baby?
@ 00:52
@ 00:52
♥Sunday, July 4, 2010♥
ive spent the last hour crying over you. and it hasnt been the first time ive done this. and im not crying because youve done anything wrong.. im crying because i know what youre worth, even though you dont. im crying because i may never get to be the one to prove to you that not everyone is the same and someone in this world actually cares about you. im crying because you cant begin to imagine what i feel for you. im crying because i love you. and i may never get to prove what you mean to me. and you know, i always told you i wanted you to be happy before anything else. even if it isnt with me. because if thats what makes you happy, then im happy for you. no matter how bad it hurts..
LUTFI ` youu're my everything
♥ Did i ever cross your mind, baby?
@ 23:28
@ 23:28
♥Friday, July 2, 2010♥
hey amigos `
im blank -.-
but i felt like postinq something . well basically today shuckhs `
i leakq alot today . i cried because i miss youu badlyh andd you're not reply my mseges .
sometimes i wonders . am i the only one feelinq this love or he really do miss me andd he do love me too ?
once his mindset thinkinq about money . all the way MONEYMONEYMONEY `
if onlyhh i could hear him saying ILOVEYOU or let me see he mseg me that mseg .
i swear my day would be SUPERB ` eventhough he never say that he still loves me .
the feelings . the trust . i cann feel it . that he still love me . i don't know andd i'm not sure yet about what i feel .
ouhh gosh ` ya Allah ya tuhan kuhh . help me !
i haven't sleep properlyh . i haven't eat a proper meal . andd OUHH SNAP ` my mind . my soul . my body . so weak . i shouldn't have cried too much . see what happen -.-"
i need eppie's hug seriously ` i need his kiss andd of cause i need him to say ILOVEYOU before everything is too late . nevermind . i will pray hard for our happiness okehh . OUHH im talking nonsense here . NEED A DIARY INSTEAD !
Labels: inlove banget nihh `
♥ Did i ever cross your mind, baby?
@ 20:46
@ 20:46
♥Thursday, July 1, 2010♥
ouhh snap . this freakinq guy just don't realise that im freakinq inlove with someone .
URGHHH ` ouhh andd for eiik-one ~
to EIIK-ONE `
i know i maybe mean . leaving everything in silence but this is the best way for me to stay with only one . i just dunt know why youu so special . till make me cry for youu . but now , youu hurt me too much . andd it's time for me to leave .i know my leavinq won't make a single change but what ever it is . i hope youu will meet youur lovely ex . i gotta leave . so sorry `thankyouu for beinq there . thanks for makinq me cry . thanks for hurtinq me . thanks for makinq me laugh . thanks alot for everythinq . i cry because i love youu once . im hurt because im jealous . i laugh because now it's cominq to the end . andd thanks for everythinq for the memories . from kiddyh to eiik-one ~
heyheyhey ` im freakinq fine . guess what . i can't sleep last night because thinkinq of whenn eppie gonna get his new handphone sehh ` andd i slept late andd freakinq prayinq hard for him . worried sake about that guy ! andd OUHH HOLY SHATS ` whenn im sleepinq . nicenicenice . with my fluffy pillow . hugginq my bolster imagininq thats him . nyahahah ` suddenly my phone rang -.- ouhh it's a mseg . hey it ` eppie this is my new number ! i was like ahhhhhhhhhhh !
eppie ? err . am i like dreaminq or what ? haha ~ wooohuu !
happyhappyhappy ! but he's not replyinq my mseg ` why seh ? hmmm ` nevermind . he's busy i guess . awwww ` LUTFI . akuhh cinta kauu . hanya kauu satuh satuhnya .
ahhhhhhhhhh !!!!! EPPIE EPPIE EPPIE `
okehh done updatinq . facebook thenn off ` huahuahua .
charlo ~
♥ Did i ever cross your mind, baby?
@ 12:31
@ 12:31
♥♥
i cant sleep .
missinq him so freakinq badlyh . kept on prayinq the best for himm .
missinq him so freakinq badlyh . kept on prayinq the best for himm .
andd hopinq he will get his new handphone soon `
OUHH SNAP . EIIK-ONE make me cry agaiin `
i think i shud let eiik-one of from my hands . i can't be close with him anymore .
im so sorry . i gotta let youu go . IN SILENCE . youu make me cry for youu for nothinq .
from the start i thought youu were one nice human beinq ` but in the end youu hurt me .
so sorry . i gotta go .
CAN'T SLEEP ! how how how how ~
that's my BOYFRIEND `
HELL qyeahh ! this is my scandel `
HOT DAMN huh ?
COOL ` finish updatinq blog . shud go to sleep now . nights peeps ` OUHH . MORNING .
Labels: those pics. were just for laugh `
♥ Did i ever cross your mind, baby?
@ 01:46
@ 01:46
Kiss Him !