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♥Tuesday, April 27, 2010♥

today it's 27 .
i don't know it's 27 today . i reallyh try to have funn at school . release my stress away 
and aisyah is find a gift for syafiq . her BF (boyprenn ^^) they so cute . and it's 10 monthh i guess . i so happy for them ^^ happy anyversary korngkorng ~ so happy for youu . but before that we go to eat my PRATA !
huuhu ~
PRATA !!    AISYAH AND IRA accompany me go eat at MR. PRATA ^^ so damn fuckhing nice !
anyone shudd try the prata !!!!!!! thenn ira go backk . 
poor ira . she gotta rushh to workk . ciian kawann akuhh ~ ahaaah .
me and aisyah eat paper prata . damndamn nice . the curry . fuyooooo . heaven ~ 
withh the ice tehh . WuhhhuuaaaOWW!    huuhu ~
thenn walkwalk . we talktalk thenn i dunnoe why i starts to start the story about falaah and me -.-
i dunnoe why but i guess i mis himm badly . thenn endd up crying on my way homme whenn i know today it's
27 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!    
today supposingly it's our 11mnthh anyversary . and next monthh is 1yr !
i've plann what gift i shudd buy for himm but its fade for us to be separated . now everywhere i go i always thinks about himm .
he's all over my mindd . how i wishh he couldd hold me tighttly and never let go . i won't be suffering till like this . REALLY ! 
haishh . i thinkk he's just not the one for me . 
if he is . one day we will be together agaiin . and i won't let it go if there's a second chance ~ 
falaah . i swear to youu that youu will never fade of  from my mindd . youu will always be in my heart and i won't forget youu my dear friend . thanks for being withh me once and 
thanks for being my friend now . 






till here . i need to rest my eyes .
buhhbye ~




* kiddyh shortshort . nana . fardiana .

♥ Did i ever cross your mind, baby?
@ 19:53

♥♥

BODOHH LAA KAUU !!!!!!!!!!!!


AKUH BENCII JANTAM PUKIIEMAKK 


MACMM KAUU LAA JANTAN BITCHY !


BEFORE IT'S NIZAM AND NOW IS 


ALEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!


WTF ?


I HATE MATREEPS . BUT I LIKE YOUUU ?


BODOHH SAKK NANA !


mummy always say : "kakak . youu alreadyh big girl . youu can see whichh right and whichh wrong ."
and i says :"okehh ibu . i will . i try . i will try to be withh falaah as ong as possible ."
BUT NOW !   
I BEEN HURT BY 3 GUYS !


1ST FALAAH ~ THE GUY THAT I LOVE   


THE


MOST !


MY MOST EGOIST GUY ON 


EARTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


2ND NIZAM ! ~ THE KERING BUSTERDD !


 ALL I CANN SAY IS I HATE 


YOUUUUUUUUUUU !!!!


MUTHER   FUCKER PUSSY BELLY 


BUTTON!


3RD ALEP ~ ALEP . IF YOUU DON'T LIKE


 ME PLEASE FUCK OF . DUN'T DISTURBB


 MY LIFE ANYMORE CANN OHH NOT ? 


MUTHER PUSSY LAA YOUU ! 






DAMNN AND NOW INDRA IS ASKING ME TO GIVE HIMM A CHANCE ? 
FUCKK OF LAA GUYS ~ CANN I LIKE BEING SINGLE IN PEACE ? I MEANN LIKE
CAN'T YOUU GUYS JUST LIKE UNDS. ME AT LEAST ABIT  ? MY HEART IS STILL WITHH HIM ! 




           I MEANN FALAAH ~ STILL WITHH


 FALAAH . UNDERSTAND             !!!!!!!!!


FALAAH           !!






indra im so sorry . he's just still inside my mindd . im helpless . 
i love himm too muchh . how i wishh i could love youu that muchh . i know youu still love me and still miss me . but indra . i treated youu like my ownn abngg seyhh . i just cannt accept your love . because i wont fell in love withh a friend ! even bestfriend ! 
im so sorry . im so fuckhing sorry . me myself fuckup withh myself sometimes . 
i give people chance and they want more whenn i give face . they step upp . 
haishhq . how i wishh im withh falaah ~ better withh that being more stress like this . 
im just too confuse laa . they kept pulling me . im sorry !


~ kiddyh shortshort . nana . fardiana      :D





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♥ Did i ever cross your mind, baby?
@ 01:04

♥Friday, April 23, 2010♥

damnn ~ INDRA  IS GONE !
BYE BESTIIE . gonna miss youu truck loads !

♥ Did i ever cross your mind, baby?
@ 23:11

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crying for him is the most useless thing to do . cann i say crying for boys it's a not worth it thingyh ?
stupiid nana ! stop it . stop crying for himm !  
i love himm withh all my heart and end upp . this is what i get fromm this guys ?
stupidd me ~ i dunno how to take good care of people heart .
im ugly . im useless . nana muke peciahh *(means veryveryvery ugly)* 
 im like ugly betty version malay but more ugllier . at least betty acts ugly but she's not !
guess what . living in this world doesn't means no BF i cannot stayup im this world ?
i know sooner or later . will foundd one and hopefully this gonna be a good one !
i love himm withh all my heart and he does the same too . i just need to wait and stay calmm ^^
and

NIZAM


 ! I GUESS YOUU ARE MAKING MY LIFE MORE WORST BEING WITHH YOUU IS NOT WHAT I NEED . I THINK WHENN I ACCEPT YOUU . im still confuse withh myself and can't thinkk at that moment of time being . right after falaah left me a few weeks i accept him liao -.-"





i guess this guys need a lesson someday . i will make themm felt awkward and make themm regret on leaving me ! for sure !
im not a bitchh whichh youu can FOOL around okeayhh !
pfft -.-" not a small little girl to play withh her heart withh eyhk  .
im sure withh what i say okeahh ~ may youu be happy withh ur upcoming WANNA BE GF owites ~

gotta off .
OUTS !

nana . kiddyh shortshort

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♥ Did i ever cross your mind, baby?
@ 18:58

♥Thursday, April 22, 2010♥

stupidd me !
stupidd clumsy me ! damndamndamn !!!!
haishh . chill nana ! chill ~
haishh .
it have been a 2days i never go school ! and im fuckheng clumsy today . damndamndamn !
i was typing and stupid thing popup . and i click thenn accidently my webpages all gone ! damn ! stupid nana !
okehh here it goes . my day today is full of clumsy , irytating , stupidd , nonsense and BLAHBLAHBLAH ~
eheeh . acuallyh today i got test ! . online test, mr desmond class ^^
but ermmm . i fail that test ! hmm :'(
but nvmmm still got retest ! huuhu ~    thank guudness . eheeh ~
acuallyh today im still sickk but yet im still going to school no matter what ^-^
sick oh not the test is more important . i still cann hold the painn . *eventhoughh my headd is giddyh like hell :'(  *
ouhh well . and im so stress up withh my face ! with the PIMPLES  ! damn !
pfft --.    hmm . thenn me and aisyah kept on stuck with the last 5questions . (yawnn -O-)
eheeh ~ thenn wani so sweet she still wait for me aisyah ^^ huuhu ~ thanks wani .
thenn after head to the toilet . fedup withh my face . fuckhing ugly face !    FUCKKUP  withh my face sometimes * haishhq .
but ouhh well . thenn downn to the level 1 . TINGDONG  ~ pfft -.-
i was asking aisyah if she can accompany me go eat at KFC ohh not ^^
thenn we talktalktalk thenn guess what . he past by and say out my name*smiling widely*:) (: ~ he was so cute withh his smile . hot . damnn . if onlyhh he were mine :)))   heavenly ~ huuuhu . owites stopit !
huuhu . thenn we went to bustop 31 before our school stop . otw there . i starts my nonsense all over me "_
hehe / huuhu . wani and aisyah have to bare withh my nonsense . and we saw stupid boys smoking ?
it's like what the F*** ??
yeahh ! stupidd . hoho . what happen man ? stupid becoming ah beng ? ah beng becoming what ? pfft -.-"
thenn we walk we talktalktalk . thenn whenn sitting at the bustop a groupp of stupidd 2nd yr guys come .
more stressing me up ! withh their stupidd nonsense . atleast my nonsense is better thenn themm ^^
acuallyh at the same time i miss my NIZAM too . but what to do . the story was twisted  . it's not going smoothly as i plan :(
haishhq . thenn we waited for 31 like hell ! . and guess what ?
3 bus 31 come in a SNAP  !  ermm . then we just take the 1st one :)
thenn next stop is our school bustop . damn fuckhing irytating !
MATREPS ABOARDED THE BUS !
fuckuhhfuck !         i hates MATREPS !           i anti-MATREPS !
pffft . haishhq . i hate matreps ! thenn when inside the bus my head giddyh like mad . i was fighting the painn all the way :(
haishhq . thenn whenn we reachh int. i was so lost, i dunno where to go . thenn aisyah guide me ~ eheeh . thenn suddeny aisyah call me to turnn arnd and guess what ???
THAT MATREP WAVE AT ME !       EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW !!!!!!!     *PLUEK*  i dunno who the hell is he and wave at me and the most annoying thing is that . i hate matreps !
stupidd matreps !      making my day sucks .
haishhhq . nvmm
thenn i follow aisyah go buy her cinnamon melts .
thenn i go buy my KFC thingyhh ^^ huuhu ~
at last ! eheeeh .
thenn we head to playground nearby century square .
alot of small ants arnd there but we still sit there ^^
aisyah starts to eat her cinnamon melts and i just look at that thing . it looks so tempting and aisyah gave me abit . damnn it was so haevenly heaven ^^ huuhu ~
damnn nice . but after a few minutes eating that melts . youu might wanna throw it or share withh someone because it's so fuckhing sweet . hoho ~
thenn i and my ZINGER ~ HOHO ! eheeeh .
so full till now * hehehe .
thenn backk home after eating . thenn my mum ask me to eat chicken rice .
damnn i was so full but in order to make her smile i just eat eventhoughh im full enuff ^-^
huuuhu . thenn after done withh my stuff im done everthing that i wanna do thenn go toilet . i snapp my finger on the tip of the toilet door ! OUCHH  ! (forgive me if my eng. sucks ^)
damndamndamn paiin ! aduiii . heeeh . but im still strongg .
ouhh well . up to here im posting for today .
and yeahh ^^
i miss my babes !






























till here
kiddyh shortshort ^ reporting
~ iniie nana laarhh :)

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♥ Did i ever cross your mind, baby?
@ 21:12

♥Tuesday, April 20, 2010♥

i thought i've move on oreadyhh . can accept the faith that me and him no more ! i thought that he will still be my friend . avery close friend but i guess im wrong . he seem to like so desprate like that i also dunno why . hmmm . whatever i do he still up imma headd, im still confuse on how and why . how am i gonna move on and why he still haven't tell me the reason why ? until now maybe because of that i can't move on still stuckk here . sometimes i wonder peoples came to me and cry . i calmm themm but whenn i cry ? no one knows ! no one cares !
i like got no one here for me right now ! no one try to and approachh me ask me how am i ? still thinking of himm ? NO ! none ! haishh ~
i just need someone whom can be there withh me . calmm me whenn im crying like how i do care for those people there . and there's another problemm .
INDRA !


damnn ! acuallyhh i still dun't like or love himm but he's like try to force me to love him ! why sehh ? he triied to unds. me but end up, still the same . aduii ! im so damnn fuckheng stress and got fuck up withh guys attitudes . they never try to unds. me ! what in their head is say iloveyou and thenn wanna be withh youu ? they dunno how am i feeling ryte now and if they care ? they are acting only ! GUYS . they got they wantt and just get lost and same as those who never get anything . fed up . thenn just went off . haiyoyoyo ! haishhq !   im stuckk in the middle . helpless ~ asking for help is like no use . i just felt no one there for me . im all alone . nana had no one right now ! no one knows how helpless and how miserable i am right now !
haishhq . i wonder if there still someone could acompany me ? alryte . till here ~
i gotta have a rest . im having a highh fever siia ! damnn !
CHARLO ~
* nanasupershort*

♥ Did i ever cross your mind, baby?
@ 10:04

♥Saturday, April 10, 2010♥

i hate everything !
i hate that guy whu perasaan sendirikk that i like him !
i hate my lappyh crazyh like hell !
maybe it's not crazyhh . it's just me .
my day was good and fine when arnd 12 plus .
at the morning i still havent sleep yet .
still chatting withh my best buddiies .
falaah annd DyDy .
falaah had change alot .
he's haiir he's getting cuter ^^
and lastlyh he makes me smile all the way that night !
awwwwh ~ and the best thing in our conversation is that
he did admitted that he do miss me ^^
that makes me smile . and non stopp thinking bout it till i woke upp late today ^^
ahahhs ~


about DyDy pulakk .
he's confuse about his girl .
he wants a break up withh his girl
and i cant bare to see him stressful like this .
holds his cries . he's just a friend of mine .
iloveyouu dear friend !
just dunt stress up oryte ^^
i promise i will never make youu cry .
i will always make youu smile . dydy ur smile is my smile . i will be your one good friend oryte !
i promise !


and bout this afternoon .
me and my guy .
he just dunt unds. me .
he just wants our relationshipp to be low proffile .
then let it be . i will . and for now im att but i also dunno withh who ?
does that sounds low profile ?
i guess not ryte , then im gonna say im sgl then .
thats more youu like it ryte ?
im not asking for break up here baebhy but look .
i love youu but youu just not showing ur love for me .
when you withh papylon . i can see how happyh you are .
you just so happy in ur eyes . but when you withh me . you dunt sounds happyh .
i admit uhhq that im not pretty enuff for you . im uglyh , i burok .
im nothing . but you just dunt know me . my love for someone is way more important then my life and youu see how muchh i bleed for youu !
i was doing my meal for my dinner .
but my mind is away .
thinking about youu . the weird thing is that when i bleeds a letter came out .
and it's letter L . and L is for LOVE and love is cinta .
dunt youu see ? this love is our love so if you don't take care about me
and my heart please eyhkk . stop this and let me go .
because all i do is sincere withh youu and youu still wants our relationship to be low profile ?
OMG ! do youu realyh love me or not ?

mahh baebhy bhy !
bhy . if you are ashamed of me . then i accept .
but dunt ever make me cry and bleed for you again .
i being hurt too much before you came into my life and now .
if you here to make me hurt more .
then forget about it . okeayhh
charlo !

i gotta go . can't stop crying for him .
i rather not eat till youu mseg me .
or i calm myself downn . baebhy , i thought you're diff , but you .
nvmm . forget about it .

yours truelyh
nanasupershortstuff ~

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♥ Did i ever cross your mind, baby?
@ 19:56

♥Friday, April 9, 2010♥

heyy babes .
a lil biit reminder .
im so sorryh if i ever hurt yooh guys heart 
i reallyh dunt meann it . for my secondary school friends till now
like aisyahh , miemi and fee whiichh stiil close to me . thanks babes .
youu guys are the best . and speciial thanks to miemi and aisyah .
youu twooh are realllyh lovedd !
bout that R -.-"
ahaaaas ~ me annd fee knows who is she lurhh .
cume korngg nkk cayer je .
errr . idk what too say oreadyhh .
to miemi .
thanks for giving her advicee . love you synggk !   (not lesbohh okeayhh !) ahahahhs
to aisyahh . 
hey kamuhh ~ akuhh shayangg kamuhh !
about R ? ignore her darl .
she will change one day .
im sure bouut that .
to FEE
wuuhuu ~ we friends agaiin ^^
huuhu ~ ahaah ~ youu know i know .

so babes . bouut that R .
ignore her laa . she need time to change .
annd lagiik its ITE babe ! ITE students influences is veryy kuuat youu know !
aahahas ~ ahaah .
diier need time uhhq
she needed more advices from korng2 uhhq .





my babes ~

huijia

regina

biscuit (weixuan)

mx





  • firstlyh : i miss youu guys (include all the above)
  • secondlyh : i need you guys to forgive me for all stupid thangs i've done
  • thirthlyh : iloveyou guys alot !
TILL WE MEET AGAIN  ^^~*

 

if youu dunt believe that im a change girl . prove it that im still old nana the minahh ~
heyy hello ~ im not one of them anymore okeayhh ~
all i do is love my pretty babes .
and love him . onlyhh him , swim down deeplyh in my heart and youu found him ^^

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♥ Did i ever cross your mind, baby?
@ 17:52

♥Wednesday, April 7, 2010♥

this guy reallyh means alot to me .
he's maybe just a guy .
i know he's been hiding something from me .
he's been hiding a thing which he thought i might get away from him
if i know that you're youngger then me .
but come on !
its just a year oryte !
love doesnt matter if you old or younger then the partner .
its just heart . if i love you . i onlyhh love you .
trust me . you just need the confidence that you not gonna lose me .
because i love you . but now our stories were twisted .
ene you lied to me that you were same age as me ?
hey ! look up , i know what you hiding from me all this while oryte .
even if i never read your profile , i will still know you were younger then me .
hey trust me . read my lips . if you'r the one for me . then i guess you and me , we not going to be separated oryte !
hey . you'r cute but i guess you just need to gain my trust backk .
i love you once before and i like you once before too .
but now al after this lies . it makes me think . if you were to lie to me bout ur age because you scared if i dunt wanna cntact withh you . i will prove to you that you're wrong oryte bbhy !
people are finding for love . true love . because true love is what people needs . not a lies behind the scenes .
you just need to think widely . trust my love babhy . trust me !

cute kann ?
i know . but tsk !
lieing is not the way to grab my heart oryte .
by showing me your sincere in our friendship might build up love .



the way you talk to me , the way you show your caring to me .
everynight we talk but out of no where you gone .
flew of with the strong wind .
my tears all sweap away . my heart kepts beating strongly .
in my mind there's onlyhh you . but what i could do it's just cry .
and wishhing you to come backk .
till we meet some day babhy !

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♥ Did i ever cross your mind, baby?
@ 16:01