♥Thursday, March 11, 2010♥
equals to emotional !
yesterday i thought of going out with aan ( acually aan is a guy whom likes me but i just know that he likes me alot but i have to treat hym like a friend of mine ) , at first he say wanna go jurong oh not ?
then i say it's too far for me .. then he say want go city hall oh not , then i say hmmphh see how ,
then he change plan again , let's go potong pasir instead uhhq ..
the i just say ouhh okeayhh meet you there , he promise me about 7 plus he will reach there ,
then end up around 7 plus he still at home and i was at the mrt platform waiting for hym to mseg me and plus i waited for hym about 20minutes plus then i tried calling and calling and calling end u never answer me
then end up i call and msg for the last time .. then his friend answer me and said he's at toilet -.-
(bathing) ??
then i freak outt , i just went out from that mrt platform .
when i was otw to go back home , my dress kept on falling ,
i was fucking shy lorhh .
then naufal mseg me want to meet ahwhile or not .
i and hym officially broke up ready acually but he still wants me back .
but what to do it's hard to accept something which hurt you alot before , eventhough he dunt really mean what he says . i cried alot infront of him yesterday , plus alot very shyful incident happens
ahahahahhaahs ^^ LOL !!
i told myself if i loves someone really deep , the kiss of hys willl make me highh eventhough he never touchh me or he did hug me , that kiss gonna be very high .
but when he did kiss me and i never wants it to happens when the lips touch at me i oready felt eww ,
does that means that im not the one for him ? or shud i say he's not the one for me ?
he's kiss and falaah kiss is way too diff lorhh , falaah kiss makes me wants more but naufal kiss makes me ewwh more and can't bare if it's happen again .
why shud my life stay alot withh guys ? if they want to say tthat im pretty , im neither cute also .
i dunt understand why uhhq . but in my mind in my heart there's always him and you shud know who is him the one that im refering to .
when i came back from meeting naufal , i was webcam with one of my school mate plus msn friend , he is quiet cute uhhq for me uhhq .
then suddenly aan mseg me that they got fight what ever thingyhh . i was so shock siia , then i straight away go under my blanket straight awayh sleep and just ignore bout my lappy and its over charge again siia ;(
im going to be darmn it man !
kept on overcharging . darmn !
okeayh thats all for yesterday .
ilovehym withh all myhh heart . never let it go when he's
reallyh the one you love alot .
when i came back from meeting naufal , i was webcam with one of my school mate plus msn friend , he is quiet cute uhhq for me uhhq .
then suddenly aan mseg me that they got fight what ever thingyhh . i was so shock siia , then i straight away go under my blanket straight awayh sleep and just ignore bout my lappy and its over charge again siia ;(
im going to be darmn it man !
kept on overcharging . darmn !
okeayh thats all for yesterday .
ilovehym withh all myhh heart . never let it go when he's
reallyh the one you love alot .
♥ Did i ever cross your mind, baby?
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