♥Wednesday, March 31, 2010♥
its been long time i never update my blog .
im now at C.G.H .
waiting for my granny sick !
O.M.Gosh !! teribble ryte . yahh i know .
the past days im been suffering by heart broken
he left me . they left me !
now im all alone . seeing me happy . putting on a smiles but deep inside . im suffering in a dark room where no
one there for me .
he was once in my life making me happy .
putting on a real smile . everyday smiling like now . but now is all a fake smiles .
im felling like wanna cry now but i cant the past is just the past . he left me withh me with nothing
while he's gone withh all the memoriies we had .
at first i thought by accepting his love might stay up till forever but . its just my dreams .
every night i cried . waiting for him to come back . but now . trying hard to forget him .
its not that easy ok !
i just cant stop thinking bout him .
there too much thing we been sharing in that 9 months agohh .
but now . im all alone with no one here .
thank gudness there still friends around me .
they make me smiles but i just cant stopp thinking bout him .
haishh .
man !
is this how the feeling when you are alone ?
single life ?
without guy spending times with you ?
i can make its but not with he's not telling the reason .
falaah , cant you like just tell me why you leave me ?
so that you wont make me suffer like this .
i just cant accept anyone else if you still keeping that reason .
cant you like just tell me ?
why ??!! please .
i got this 3 guys . arnd 3 or 4 like that .
but so far on 2 of them show their sincerness oreadyhh .
but the one im waiting him for him to prove the love . he's just not show any .
no a single .
in fact he ignore me .
im so stress up !
its reallyh making my life worst .
i just have no confidence in myself anymore .
after they left me .
he took everything away and just left like that . and im suffering all alone here .
haishh . i will end this here . i will update soon .
with my stories .
thats all for now . maybe letar i will update some times . huhu ~
till next time
^^v nana your shortstuff ♥ Did i ever cross your mind, baby?
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